today i woke up thinking, "damn, this again."
i rolled over a few times wrestling the id. for a moment there it seemed like i was going to stay in bed. finally, i got the upper hand and sprung out of bed straight into the arctic cold of my room. i quickly dashed towards my work clothes, phone, wallet and keys. i then headed towards the restroom, after that i blacked out because the next thing i remember is driving my car on the freeway, heater on blast, while listening to Minus the Bear's "Omni" album (which is GREAT by the way.)
getting out of bed is probably the toughest part of my day, but not today.
because today i did something i've never done before. i feel horrible yet relieved that i finally had this conversation but it had to happen. probably sooner would have been best. but it's done.
it's funny how one event triggers others and sets cosmic reactions in the different people from your past.
i have a funny feeling about 2012. not the guatemalan end-of-the-world kind, but the kind where i see many things changing and evolving.
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