a big plate

i know full well that i shouldn't be writing a blog when it's past 3am and have happened to glance over some interesting pics on fb; one's that rekindle old ghosts from the past. this whole week has been such an emotional roller-coaster, one which has derailed and spilled into some of my insignificant insecurities. so i will stop there and know that the track i'm on is the only one i can possibly be on; night